Am I a bad person for (secretly, and very quietly) wishing my company suffers in the recession? Why do I feel a little thrill every time a report that comes out saying our deactavations are 130% of target, or that the SoCal market is actually losing more customers than it's gaining? I don't want anyone to be put out of work, of course. These feelings are illogical, but I have them anyway.
It can't be right to hate the place you work that much that a part of me wants to see it shut down... can it?
I really, really don't want to lose my job. They're actually firing people now for not hitting quota for the first time ever. Those bastards. They ignore it for years. YEARS. And then when we are in a deep recession they start firing people for not hitting goal. I'm not concerned for myself. I'm good enough that I can hit goal if I feel motivated.
But I smile to myself every time the director of the call center comes by, looking unusually rumpled and stressed like he's been bitched out all night. Usually he takes a month long vacation in December. Not this year.
Okay, I'll admit it. It's kind of fun to see them all running around like chickens with their heads cut off. Maybe what I'm feeling is a little private satisfaction and revenge for all the times they've put me though hell.
Ugh. This is such a morbid type of joy, and for some reason I don't think its healthy. Thoughts, flist?
Anyway, onto a Meme. I got this from arielen
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question. Who ever does that?
B. Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.
, and dungeonwriter I CHOOSE YOU!!!!!( Okay, I'll admit it... my answers are kinda boring )